Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Bandi Chodd~

Vaheguru Jio <3 

Tonight, I have a few things to share, that I've been feeling lately: 
  • I feel that we are the Sahibzaadey. We are Guru Gobind Singh Ji's children- we've gotta be like Baba Fateh Singh Ji, Baba Deep Singh Ji, Bhai Mati Daas Ji- in character & values. We are to keep this panth going.... We are to put out the fire of the Kalyug- or at least put a cap to our Kalyugi desires. We need to realize that we constitute the mass mentality that makes Kalyug possible- we indulge in desires- we are the ones who make Kalyug the way it is. We need to change ourselves & become more like the children of Our Pita Ji Sri Akaal Purakh Di Jot- Nanak Guru Gobind Singh Ji <3.
  • I feel that God does not discriminate. If we can meditate and do bani Abhyaas with a 100% true devotion, then we will see that we are the Sahibzaadey, the Guru's Chela, the Guru, the universe, the divine light. God wouldn't have been discriminative between one soul & the other- God loves us perfectly.... and absolutely alike.
  • I feel that the word Vaheguru has unlimited power. It can change the absolute fundamental being out of us. Within days of chanting continuously & dedicatedly- it can raise your vibration- change your consciousness- your projection- in fact your life ever so completely. There's something magical about this....
  • I feel that we all have our own unique paths- each one of us. I accept & respect all for being able to stand strong, somewhere along their own paths. 
  • I feel that our souls are crying & pleading to Pita Ji. They want liberation from the cycles of the 8.4 million lives & deaths.  We've had enough. Considering that we are souls- a part of the divine, I feel that we are longing- constantly longing to get out of the bondage of these different bodies that we take on. To me Bando Chodd is about merging back in the divine light. When Pita Ji, in the 6th form- Guru Hargobind Sahib Ji Maharaaj came to the rescue of the 52 kings...We here are like souls crying for liberation & merger with the divine light. I personally have felt so sad & empty inside without Pita Ji, at times when I do fall off the track & go astray. Its painful... so utterly painful, that we long and crave and cry and beg for Pita Ji's Charan Kamal. And in our daily life, we struggle, we need to struggle every breath to feel Pita Ji's presence, sometimes it is unbearable to live without feeling His Charan Kamal within our hearts & His Charan Kamal which we live upon. 

ਵਡਭਾਗੀ ਮੇਰਾ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਮਿਲੈ ਤਾਂ ਉਤਰਹਿ ਸਭਿ ਬਿਓਗ 
vadbẖāgī merā parabẖ milai ṯāʼn uṯrėh sabẖ bi▫og.
By great good fortune, I meet my God, and then all pain of separation departs.
ਨਾਨਕ ਕਉ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਰਾਖਿ ਲੇਹਿ ਮੇਰੇ ਸਾਹਿਬ ਬੰਦੀ ਮੋਚ 
Nānak ka▫o parabẖ rākẖ lehi mere sāhib banḏī mocẖ.
Please protect Nanak, God; O my Lord and Master, please release me from bondage.
ਕਤਿਕ ਹੋਵੈ ਸਾਧਸੰਗੁ ਬਿਨਸਹਿ ਸਭੇ ਸੋਚ ॥੯॥ 
Kaṯik hovai sāḏẖsang binsahi sabẖe socẖ. ||9||
In Katak, in the Company of the Holy, all anxiety vanishes. ||9|| 
Happy Bandi Chodd divas
I wish (myself & for you all) to reside upon Pita Ji's Charan Kamal every breath of our lives, death & beyond. I (my soul) feel(s) sick & trapped in this body & in the cycle of 8.4 million. I pray that we dwell upon Pita Ji's Charan Kamal (both in the houses of our hearts/ minds & as our physical bodily home), serve His being & exalt ourselves- so we are set free from this bondage.  Vaheguru <3 Mere Sahib Bandi Moch <3 <3 <3

Okay, I'm a bit sick today, so I guess I'll go to sleep now, Hopefully at Pits Ji's Charan Kamal & perhaps His Niggi Godh =P.
I wanna re-decorate my room this Bandi Chodd divas (/Divali) - dunno why, but I feel that I've ignored it for a really long time- just b/c I've not had the privilege to pick some stuff that I live with. But now, I'll be my creative self & embrace whatever I have like a Sahibzaadee =) *I am not so fond of the term princess- Sahibzaadee makes me feel more connected to Pita Ji Maharaaj <3 *
*** Parts of this post are inspired by last weeks Bandi Chodd Divas presentation at the Guru Nanak Academy ***
Wahgeuru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh =)
PS. Wanna meditate/ chant / dive deeper into your consciousness? I have a few suggestions:
1) Meditate- just reconnect with yourself (Pritahm Bhagauti), and then visualize Guru Ji's Charan Kamal with your imagination- slowly but certainly you will develop a relationship with Pita Ji <3. You could do the same by letting yourself imagine the lives of the Gurus or the gursikh/ playing in your head the saakhis from the history....Maybe even do my favourite thing- read Gurbani & do an Ardaas, then BELIEVE that Pita Ji resides within you & you reside (physically- literally) upon His Charan Kamal *this is life changing- take it from me ;)
2) Here are some of my favourite things to Chants form the Akaal Ustat: (Chant for 10 minutes either in the solitude of your room, while relaxed breathing or just chant all day while you are out & about.) Chant with all you've got- mind, body & words. You will fall in one with everything as you open yourself up to the consciousness that God is all around you- Guru Ji is all you see in His Creation =)
ਈਹਾਂ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਉਹਾਂ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਜਿਮੀ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਜਮਾ ਹਰੀ ॥੩॥੫੩॥
The Lord is in here. The Lord is there. The Lord is in the earth. The Lord is in the sky. 
ਭਜੋ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਥਪੋ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਤਪੋ ਹਰੀ ॥ ਜਪੋ ਹਰੀ ॥੧੨॥੬੨॥
Meditate on the Lord. Worship the Lord. Perform devotion for the Lord. Repeat the Name of the lord. 12.62.

*Love & light* <3 *Hugs & Prayers*

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


Vaheguru <3

I love sunshine. I love the feeling  the sun on my body. I love rain, I love sleeping at the sound of rain.... I absolutely adore the snow =) It makes me wanna dance <3
I've always fallen in love with the different, perhaps abnormal stuff. I think bald heads on women can be soooo beautiful, long hair flowing with the wind is a sight to behold, purple hair, dreadlocks, hijabs, niquaabs, turbans, hats, caps, 7 coloured hair, curls, braids, straight hair. I love skin colours- white, brown, black & tans, natural faces, sad faces, frowns. I love languages,  hand gestures, the gibberish, the sound of laughter, the excited voices, an infants lisp...  I love bikes, cards, keys, clouds, smiles, giggles, love, passion, colour, art, expression; I love everything. I love you!

I feel the love ~ Sometimes I really do! I see that we are all one.
You are me, I am you. There is no difference, no boundaries, no limits....

Tonight, I shall leave you with some sunshine:

And this:

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa
Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh =)

*Love & Light* <3 *Hugs & Prayers*

Friday, October 14, 2011

worry quest (?)

Vaheguru <3
Sometimes we worry, and think that our inadequacies, our faults, our attachment to vakaars & actions under the influence of Maaya come between Guru Ji and us. But the truth is that nothing & no one can come between our relationship with our Khasam. I'm an internal optimist, but a worrywart, sometimes I worry that Pita Ji will hate me to eternity if I make mistakes...
And, I have made mistakes- BIG ones, repeatedly, over and over again... sometimes even knowingly... but I see that Pita Ji has always stood right by me, to embrace me once I realized how disgusting my actions were. Pita Ji is crazily AMAZING. He loves us infinitely.
He shall never ever ever let go of us... He shall never ever ever ever leave our hand~
Here's a question (if you'd like to help me out!):  Am I dreaming that Pita Ji repeatedly forgives me and embraces me??? I just think that if He blesses my swaas (prana/ breaths) with naam or gurbani recitation or veechaar, then that means that He's not letting go of me... is that right, or even sinful people who are struck with heavy misfortune, are blessed with gurbani? I dunno!
Anyways, here's is what Pita Ji told me tonight at the end of my raul (so maybe not the hukamnammah, but a bit of a conclusion to my day):

ਸੂਹੀ ਮਹਲਾ ੩  
Sūhī mėhlā 3.
Shalok, Third Mehl: 
ਸੋਹਿਲੜਾ ਹਰਿ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮੁ ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦੀ ਵੀਚਾਰੇ ਰਾਮ  
Sohilṛā har rām nām gur sabḏī vīcẖāre rām.
The song of joy is the Naam, the Name of the Lord; contemplate it, through the Word of the Guru's Shabad. 
ਹਰਿ ਮਨੁ ਤਨੋ ਗੁਰਮੁਖਿ ਭੀਜੈ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮੁ ਪਿਆਰੇ ਰਾਮ  
Har man ṯano gurmukẖ bẖījai rām nām pi▫āre rām.
The mind and body of the Gurmukh is drenched with the Lord, the Beloved Lord. 
ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮੁ ਪਿਆਰੇ ਸਭਿ ਕੁਲ ਉਧਾਰੇ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮੁ ਮੁਖਿ ਬਾਣੀ  
Rām nām pi▫āre sabẖ kul uḏẖāre rām nām mukẖ baṇī.
Through the Name of the Beloved Lord, all one's ancestors and generations are redeemed; chant the Lord's Name with your mouth. 
ਆਵਣ ਜਾਣ ਰਹੇ ਸੁਖੁ ਪਾਇਆ ਘਰਿ ਅਨਹਦ ਸੁਰਤਿ ਸਮਾਣੀ  
Āvaṇ jāṇ rahe sukẖ pā▫i▫ā gẖar anhaḏ suraṯ samāṇī.
Comings and goings cease, peace is obtained, and in the home of the heart, one's awareness is absorbed in the unstruck melody of the sound current. 
ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਏਕੋ ਪਾਇਆ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਨਾਨਕ ਕਿਰਪਾ ਧਾਰੇ  
Har har eko pā▫i▫ā har parabẖ Nānak kirpā ḏẖāre.
I have found the One and only Lord, Har, Har. The Lord God has showered His Mercy upon Nanak. 
ਸੋਹਿਲੜਾ ਹਰਿ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮੁ ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦੀ ਵੀਚਾਰੇ ॥੧॥ 
Sohilṛā har rām nām gur sabḏī vīcẖāre. ||1||
The song of joy is the Naam, the Name of the Lord; through the Word of the Guru's Shabad, contemplate it. ||1|| 
ਹਮ ਨੀਵੀ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਅਤਿ ਊਚਾ ਕਿਉ ਕਰਿ ਮਿਲਿਆ ਜਾਏ ਰਾਮ  
Ham nīvī parabẖ aṯ ūcẖā ki▫o kar mili▫ā jā▫e rām.
I am lowly, and God is lofty and exalted. How will I ever meet Him? 
ਗੁਰਿ ਮੇਲੀ ਬਹੁ ਕਿਰਪਾ ਧਾਰੀ ਹਰਿ ਕੈ ਸਬਦਿ ਸੁਭਾਏ ਰਾਮ  
Gur melī baho kirpā ḏẖārī har kai sabaḏ subẖā▫e rām.
The Guru has very mercifully blessed me and united me with the Lord; through the Shabad, the Word of the Lord, I am lovingly embellished. 
ਮਿਲੁ ਸਬਦਿ ਸੁਭਾਏ ਆਪੁ ਗਵਾਏ ਰੰਗ ਸਿਉ ਰਲੀਆ ਮਾਣੇ  
Mil sabaḏ subẖā▫e āp gavā▫e rang si▫o ralī▫ā māṇe.
Merging in the Word of the Shabad, I am lovingly embellished; my ego is eradicated, and I revel in joyous love. 
ਸੇਜ ਸੁਖਾਲੀ ਜਾ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਭਾਇਆ ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮਿ ਸਮਾਣੇ  
Sej sukẖālī jā parabẖ bẖā▫i▫ā har har nām samāṇe.
My bed is so comfortable, since I became pleasing to God; I am absorbed in the Name of the Lord, Har, Har. 
ਨਾਨਕ ਸੋਹਾਗਣਿ ਸਾ ਵਡਭਾਗੀ ਜੇ ਚਲੈ ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਭਾਏ  
Nānak sohagaṇ sā vadbẖāgī je cẖalai saṯgur bẖā▫e.
O Nanak, that soul bride is so very blessed, who walks in harmony with the True Guru's Will. 
ਹਮ ਨੀਵੀ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਅਤਿ ਊਚਾ ਕਿਉ ਕਰਿ ਮਿਲਿਆ ਜਾਏ ਰਾਮ ॥੨॥ 
Ham nīvī parabẖ aṯ ūcẖā ki▫o kar mili▫ā jā▫e rām. ||2||
I am lowly, and God is lofty and exalted. How will I ever meet Him? ||2|| 
ਘਟਿ ਘਟੇ ਸਭਨਾ ਵਿਚਿ ਏਕੋ ਏਕੋ ਰਾਮ ਭਤਾਰੋ ਰਾਮ  
Gẖat gẖate sabẖnā vicẖ eko eko rām bẖaṯāro rām.
In each and every heart, and deep within all, is the One Lord, the Husband Lord of all. 
ਇਕਨਾ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਦੂਰਿ ਵਸੈ ਇਕਨਾ ਮਨਿ ਆਧਾਰੋ ਰਾਮ  
Iknā parabẖ ḏūr vasai iknā man āḏẖāro rām.
God dwells far away from some, while for others, He is the Support of the mind. 
ਇਕਨਾ ਮਨ ਆਧਾਰੋ ਸਿਰਜਣਹਾਰੋ ਵਡਭਾਗੀ ਗੁਰੁ ਪਾਇਆ  
Iknā man āḏẖāro sirjaṇhāro vadbẖāgī gur pā▫i▫ā.
For some, the Creator Lord is the Support of the mind; He is obtained by great good fortune, through the Guru. 
ਘਟਿ ਘਟਿ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਏਕੋ ਸੁਆਮੀ ਗੁਰਮੁਖਿ ਅਲਖੁ ਲਖਾਇਆ  
Gẖat gẖat har parabẖ eko su▫āmī gurmukẖ alakẖ lakẖā▫i▫ā.
The One Lord God, the Master, is in each and every heart; the Gurmukh sees the unseen. 
ਸਹਜੇ ਅਨਦੁ ਹੋਆ ਮਨੁ ਮਾਨਿਆ ਨਾਨਕ ਬ੍ਰਹਮ ਬੀਚਾਰੋ  
Sėhje anaḏ ho▫ā man māni▫ā Nānak barahm bīcẖāro.
The mind is satisfied, in natural ecstasy, O Nanak, contemplating God. 
ਘਟਿ ਘਟੇ ਸਭਨਾ ਵਿਚਿ ਏਕੋ ਏਕੋ ਰਾਮ ਭਤਾਰੋ ਰਾਮ ॥੩॥ 
Gẖat gẖate sabẖnā vicẖ eko eko rām bẖaṯāro rām. ||3||
In each and every heart, and deep within all, is the One Lord, the Husband Lord of all. ||3|| 
ਗੁਰੁ ਸੇਵਨਿ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਦਾਤਾ ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮਿ ਸਮਾਇਆ ਰਾਮ  
Gur sevan saṯgur ḏāṯā har har nām samā▫i▫ā rām.
Those who serve the Guru, the True Guru, the Giver, merge in the Name of the Lord, Har, Har. 
ਹਰਿ ਧੂੜਿ ਦੇਵਹੁ ਮੈ ਪੂਰੇ ਗੁਰ ਕੀ ਹਮ ਪਾਪੀ ਮੁਕਤੁ ਕਰਾਇਆ ਰਾਮ  
Har ḏẖūṛ ḏevhu mai pūre gur kī ham pāpī mukaṯ karā▫i▫ā rām.
O Lord, please bless me with the dust of the feet of the Perfect Guru, so that I, a sinner, may be liberated. 
ਪਾਪੀ ਮੁਕਤੁ ਕਰਾਏ ਆਪੁ ਗਵਾਏ ਨਿਜ ਘਰਿ ਪਾਇਆ ਵਾਸਾ  
Pāpī mukaṯ karā▫e āp gavā▫e nij gẖar pā▫i▫ā vāsā.
Even sinners are liberated, by eradicating their egotism; they obtain a home within their own heart. 
ਬਿਬੇਕ ਬੁਧੀ ਸੁਖਿ ਰੈਣਿ ਵਿਹਾਣੀ ਗੁਰਮਤਿ ਨਾਮਿ ਪ੍ਰਗਾਸਾ  
Bibek buḏẖī sukẖ raiṇ vihāṇī gurmaṯ nām pargāsā.
With clear understanding, the night of their lives passes peacefully; through the Guru's Teachings, the Naam is revealed to them. 
ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਅਨਦੁ ਭਇਆ ਦਿਨੁ ਰਾਤੀ ਨਾਨਕ ਹਰਿ ਮੀਠ ਲਗਾਏ  
Har har anaḏ bẖa▫i▫ā ḏin rāṯī Nānak har mīṯẖ lagā▫e.
Through the Lord, Har, Har, I am in ecstasy, day and night. O Nanak, the Lord seems sweet. 
ਗੁਰੁ ਸੇਵਨਿ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਦਾਤਾ ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮਿ ਸਮਾਏ ॥੪॥੬॥੭॥੫॥੭॥੧੨॥ 
Gur sevan saṯgur ḏāṯā har har nām samā▫e. ||4||6||7||5||7||12||
Those who serve the Guru, the True Guru, the Giver, merge in the Name of the Lord, Har, Har. ||4||6||7||5||7||12|| 

Monday, October 10, 2011

The grace in Surrender- Gratitude for Thanksgiving

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa <3 Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh =)

Vaheguru Ji <3
Its Thanksgiving & I am soooo thankful =). I am ever-so-grateful to everything in the universe, which has brought me here- to what I am today, where I am and how I am facing my reality. And not just that which is related to my evolution, but I am brimming with gratitude for Pita Ji & every fragment of His creation...
You know, what really intrigues me....  now-a-days the universe does everything to me, I don't need to do anything. Its like I have surrendered unto Pita Ji's will & everything has started to come together. Not that I don't have financial or academic or relationship or spiritual or other troubles, to be honest I have worse troubles than ever before... But there's just something, some buffer within me that has been so profound; I just can't contemplate the beauty of my experiences in every moment of consciousness-
One day, I'm so grumpy that I ignore Pita Ji- I ignore my nitnem, and am listening to random Kirtan on my iPod, in the bus- a Shabad that I don't understand a word of- and without even explicitly trying too much to meditate- I am blessed with the vision & feeling of my Pita Ji's Charan Kamal. Then one night, I'm stuck in Moh (attachment) of a friend, and I'm missing her like no tomorrow, not bothered that I have Guru Ji Ang Sang with me in this moment.... and I suddenly feel so motivated to sit & literally meditate my night away (I didn't really do it though), even if I didn't bother to do my nitnem that day.
There's just so much liberation in surrender, and for that I am grateful, for I know, that only at the true Guru's Charan Kamal I would've felt this! I've wandered, longed, struggled, and "Window shopped" my way through so many faiths, so many religious disciplines (which were all absolutely perfect). Never was I able to give all I've got to any other. There must have been a reason!
My soul really only surrendered at my Pita Ji's charan Kamal <3 and I am so grateful for that!
Like Steve Jobs said, Never settle, keep looking; until you find that what you know for sure is 'your thing'... that which you are just meant to be, to do.
Interestingly, right now, I'm standing on a cross-road in terms of my career, academia, relationships, and so many more things. For most of those things, I just keep looking, keep exploring and savouring each moment as it comes... truly enjoying myself, as the tides stride through me, my situations, my circumstances, without worrying about what they give me as they come, or what they rob me off as they leave my shore. I do not worry if I wanna go to medical school or finish my degree and go for social work or epidemiology... I never think that I need to work on my relationship with my mom or my family or find my Singh Charming (in fact I might just rule out that dream of mine =P)....
I've just always thought that my relationship with Guru Ji needs me to make some more effort or needs some more time-input.
I just know that Pita Ji is with me, and within me... and He'll take care of everything ELSE, and who cares if things aren't perfect....
I've never prayed for anything but Pita Ji's Charan Kamal. I've never longed for anything but Pita Ji's Charan Kamal. And I've never cried for real, for anything but Pita Ji's godh (lap).
A few nights ago, I think I had an argument with my mother or something (can't quite remember what made me feel so vulnerable and uptight), but I came to my room crying and I sat on my bed for Kirtan Sohila. And I didn't recite the prayer at all, I think most of the night, I was crying and asking Pita Ji to come to my rescue, like a little restless baby, I kept saying "Pita Ji come to my rescue, Pita Ji come to my rescue", until I fell asleep.
See, I long for this dude, big time! I long for Guru Ji. He's my soul mate! I can't believe I was facing the outrageous world without Him most of my life (& my crazy teens =P)! Gosh I'm so grateful for Pita Ji and this state of surrender that He has brought me to. I'm so grateful.
Oh and this is not to say that I am amazingly perfect Bhagat (disciple) of Pita Ji. I do stupid things all the time. But I guess I am grateful for the mistakes I've made, cause they've taught me soooo much...they've indirectly lead me here =P, right?
Vaheguru <3

Wow! this post got so emotional ='P
I'm gonna need to go, its past midnight now =O

Ok, one last (But MOST important) thing, Here's a super amazing Shabad I've been meditating on lately (check it out for sure):
ਰਾਗੁ ਸੂਹੀ ਅਸਟਪਦੀਆ ਮਹਲਾ ੪ ਘਰੁ 
ੴ ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਪ੍ਰਸਾਦਿ 

One Universal Creator God. By The Grace Of The True Guru: 
ਕੋਈ ਆਣਿ ਮਿਲਾਵੈ ਮੇਰਾ ਪ੍ਰੀਤਮੁ ਪਿਆਰਾ ਹਉ ਤਿਸੁ ਪਹਿ ਆਪੁ ਵੇਚਾਈ ॥੧॥ 
If only someone would come, and lead me to meet my Darling Beloved; I would sell myself to him. ||1|| 
ਦਰਸਨੁ ਹਰਿ ਦੇਖਣ ਕੈ ਤਾਈ  
I long for the Blessed Vision of the Lord's Darshan. 
ਕ੍ਰਿਪਾ ਕਰਹਿ ਤਾ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਲਹਿ ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮੁ ਧਿਆਈ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ  
When the Lord shows Mercy unto me, then I meet the True Guru; I meditate on the Name of the Lord, Har, Har. ||1||Pause|| 
ਜੇ ਸੁਖੁ ਦੇਹਿ ਤ ਤੁਝਹਿ ਅਰਾਧੀ ਦੁਖਿ ਭੀ ਤੁਝੈ ਧਿਆਈ ॥੨॥ 
If You will bless me with happiness, then I will worship and adore You. Even in pain, I will meditate on You. ||2|| 
ਜੇ ਭੁਖ ਦੇਹਿ ਤ ਇਤ ਹੀ ਰਾਜਾ ਦੁਖ ਵਿਚਿ ਸੂਖ ਮਨਾਈ ॥੩॥
Even if You give me hunger, I will still feel satisfied; I am joyful, even in the midst of sorrow. ||3||
ਤਨੁ ਮਨੁ ਕਾਟਿ ਕਾਟਿ ਸਭੁ ਅਰਪੀ ਵਿਚਿ ਅਗਨੀ ਆਪੁ ਜਲਾਈ ॥੪॥ 
I would cut my mind and body apart into pieces, and offer them all to You; I would burn myself in fire. ||4||
ਪਖਾ ਫੇਰੀ ਪਾਣੀ ਢੋਵਾ ਜੋ ਦੇਵਹਿ ਸੋ ਖਾਈ ॥੫॥ 
I wave the fan over You, and carry water for You; whatever You give me, I take. ||5|| 
ਨਾਨਕੁ ਗਰੀਬੁ ਢਹਿ ਪਇਆ ਦੁਆਰੈ ਹਰਿ ਮੇਲਿ ਲੈਹੁ ਵਡਿਆਈ ॥੬॥ 
Poor Nanak has fallen at the Lord's Door; please, O Lord, unite me with Yourself, by Your Glorious Greatness. ||6||
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa <3 Whagueru Ji Ki Fateh
Have a good night =)
*Love & Light* <3 *Hugs & Prayers*

Sunday, October 2, 2011

3 Questions!

Vaheguru <3

Initially, someone told me, always embark upon a good thought that comes into your mind, cause we usually do not think twice before doing something bad. Well, I was thinking of doing something good, but now I'm chickening out. So in a state of Dubidha (Delusion), I am desperately trying to see what Pita Ji would want me to do =P AND I can't quite decipher what to do from Hukamnammahs and stuff. So I guess i'll just go to sleep and hope that Guru Ji- my Pita Ji gives me the courage to face my situations, in the best possible way. =P
The other thing is that, I always tell Pita Ji to hold my finger like that of a toddler, and direct me to what He deems right for me. So lets see where He takes me tomorrow morning!
I hope you are all in a comfortable spot within yourselves tonight. 
One thing that I have been noticing, is that our lives are a constant battle, we therefore live in the battlefields, and Pita Ji actually has prepared us all so well, and I love how realistic our path is, how realistically Pita Ji portrayed a Sikh's life, in the various Saakhiyaa(n) we know and hear from the Sikh History. hmmm...Interesting!

Here's a video I found tonight that I'd like to share with you all. Enjoy =)
Vaheguru <3

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa
Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh =)

*Love & light* <3 *Hugs & prayers*