Wednesday, September 29, 2010

 I got a chance to do a baby's Photoshoot today, so cute!.... Here's some of it....



Here's another one:

 And....
His granny is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, I think I love her 'wrinkled face'....as she called it when I told her how beautiful she is....
I feel like her wrinkles make her look so cool! I know I don't make much sense, but here's the pic, see it for yourself!





Alright! I gotta go and finish a Genetics assignment that is due tomorrow! Gosh I am such a slack off....

Anyways, Have a good Night!!!
*Hugs*...Love and Light!

Guru Fateh!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

ONE - calling out for Universal Unity and Love

I've been reflecting upon.....
some terminology used in The beautiful Guru Granth Sahib Ji Maharaaj.... and looking back into my life, to come to a point here, the point of ONEness;..... Guru Ji uses words like Ekas, Adutti, Ek (ONE)....
"Ek Adutti Guru Nanak deva", for example.... and when we look in the History, Guru Nanak Dev Ji maharaaj took His message across the world, without discriminating between tribes and people in general,  He was called a "Peeer" by Muslims in Mecca, and was known as "Nanak Lama" when he went to Malasia, with His message of One Universal Creator God, Unity, Humanity, Love, and world peace.
All this ONEness, has so much basis to it, so much meaning, and yet we all are full- bang on ready to discriminate, for no real reason at all.
Two things happened in the last few days that make me reflect back to the 'Unity of all' understanding that I guess I have developed by now:
One > I was talking to a friend about my trip to Kashmir a whole bunch of years ago and how I felt Beauty in peoples' hearts, and not only the land they inhabited. She is Pakistani, and somehow, she mentioned that Kashmir is not in India, it is in Pakistan (needless to say, it has been a war Zone in the last 20-25 years, because both Governments want to take over Kashmir, and Indian Government maintains the region). I was trying to tell her a story of our Hotel waiter at Kashmir, who was literally to tears, as he was talking about how he is well educated and they can possibly not give their kids the same kind of education because of the situation there and because the 'Terrorists' try and destroy Kashmiri youngsters, by putting them into drugs and Jihad, stuff of that nature. At this point, it seemed more important for my friend to know whether he was a Hindu or a Muslim, to get the perspective... and he was a Muslim, but I just had to tell her to keep listening, because he, for now, I said, was a just human being. But here's the point he made, he said India and Pakistan, both want Kashmir, but none want the Kashmiris... and thats the saddest point, because the governments really only want to bomb the people and get the land for its beauty and everything else there is...
I, at my position do not believe in the abilities of either Indian or Pakistani Governments, both are currupt and all they worry about is money....So I have a neutral stance to the situation, but the thing is I am not doing anything for the Kashmiris, even though I know about their situation, and I'd want to do something....but until it is just in vision, and not in action, it is useless........
Second > The other day, I was in a bus, and it was completely full, all seats taken, an 8 months pregnant South Asian Lady also boarded the bus, and had to stand in the bus with many other passengers such as me, none of the younger dudes and girls, sitting in the Priority sitting area, listening to their iPods would get up... It annoyed me to a level that I had to take action, I talked to the lady if she was finding it fine to be standing, she expressed that she was in her 8th month, and that standing up is fine, but when the bus bumps, it scares her.....that bus ride was just about 5 minutes, kinda bumpy for sure, but well... after we both switched to the Sky train and it was full again, this time I felt that it was important for her to get seated, and so I talked to a girl who was just texting and talking on her cell phone to please give the lady her seat. And you know me, When I want something done, I make it happen, she had to get up..... (or else I'd press the security alarm, because it was prioriy seat..., but anyway she was pretty easy to deal with!)  Anyway, so before I left I made sure that the lady was comfortably seated and that she was fine, and I wished her a Safe and happy time with the pregnancy and the baby, and walked out at my stop.

Now the ONEness of it all, is not a passive thing, only in thought and theory. I has to be actively be put into action, if We are all ONE, we gotta practice compassion and Love for each other. That is what we'd call seva and action....
I know a friend who is currently volunteering in Rawanda, and researching on Nutrition and Food insecurity status of the country after the Genocide, She is a Sikh with a huge Turban, but even though this is for her research project, I know for a fact that her compassion and love for all will move hearts and bring a change.
I know that I for instance am doing HIV epidemic research, where there is so much potential for bringing about a change, particularly, in the Sub-Saharan Africa, where Generations have been wiped off, leaving behind millions of AIDS orphans, as we call them... who need parents and families, without which they are in horrible conditions... and yet there are numerous, what we call as 'AIDS Grannies' who have a whole bunch of kids that they take care of without being related by blood to most of the orphans, and are superly old themselves, with very few resources.
There are people I know from our community, who went to Haiti when the Earthquake shattered millions of houses and people there.
Here's another story I've herd a few times, before it clicked to me... There is a woman here in Vancouver, who works with the Aboriginal communities in helping them with their Social, economic, ethnic and health needs, in dealing with drug addictions, and things like social/parenting skills (that Residential school kids. back in the day & now-parents never learnt, because of Social & cultural isolation). A while ago, she went to a park on a hot summer day, and this one Aboriginal guy was on the ground, in hypothermia, (maybe even heat stroke) and no one cared even a bit to help him. So there was a water fountain somewhere around, and she quickly took some wet towels and wrapped his head in them, to decrease his body temperature.
It occurs to me that all the others, that noticed were just either ignoring that he was dying in front of them or did not wanna do anything about it and enjoy their day...
What sort of world do we live in, I know for a fact that all humans, in fact all Mammals have natural instincts of caring for everyone they see, and I'd think even a natural tendency to see all as ONE, and realize the ONEness; (we all know the cases of what we as Scientific community call- 'wild children' who were raised by chimps and other animals, and got a lot of love and care by the animal families) but probably because Humans get to choose what to do and what not to so, as opposed to birds and other mammals (who are in Karam Khand, where they all do the same action at the same situation, and even time(for the members of the same tribe), thet their actions are in a sense, Spirituality...) and humans have the ability to think and figure out their own inclinations/ paths, we decide to not take too much action and exhaust ourselves.... but a careful observation of Humans reveal that if one person takes a stem others tend to follow along or participate, if they are not too wrapped up in their Ego....
SO taking a step can do a lot more than we thing.... we can all realize the ONEness, once the first step is taken....
AND, we are not all gonna win Noble peace prizes, but the happiness we get from taking a step is much more satisfying and beautiful than physically getting a Noble prize... And if we actually try and practice compassion, if is very humbling and you soon realize that there is much more needed to be done... I guess by the time you do something substantial, you loose the desire to get recognition, because,  you end up starting to 'do it' for your own inner peace and satisfaction (Trishna) than for the others......

Just a bit about Guru Nanak dev ji, in the "Ek adutti Guru Nanak Deva" rationale, someone who is Adutti, is actually free from egotism as well, that person is one with all and one with God, their love and compassion is not attachment to just their families or some groups of people, their love is pure and humble, they in action and vision are ONE.... and that was how lovely Our "Nanak LAma", "Peeer ji", or 'Pita ji  Maharaaj' was...and is, and will always be.... ONE with "One Universal Creator God- Akaal Purakh Waheguru"


Love and Light....
May Guru jee bless us all with Seva, Simran, and lots of love for those around us, and those around the globe.... so we realize that we are all ONE, which we are...
Sat Nam!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Hello lovely people!

I am writing after 2 weeks, I've been busy after returning from the Retreat and so couldn't write, but now, here I am.... wanting to tell you guys how beautiful the Sangat is at the camps and retreats, there's this automatic bliss just because of the presence of Guru jee and His loved ones, the Sangat....
I am so grateful to God, for having blessed me with all of these lovely things that I learnt from my Spiritual Sisters there at the retreat...and the moments of silent reflection, and peeping inside my own heart to look for the determination and Love they had for their Guru and for the Husband Lord, that I have never been able to Cultivate in me... even though I am probably older than most of them... somewhere inside I probably even envy all the Sangats Dedication and reflect back into myself looking for it,... and then like a kid who ate sand all day at the beach, wanting to return back to Home, I pause, and realize that I'll have to sow dedication and Love, my heart couldn't just have it in store for me...
I tried to be with everyone and yet at the end of the day, I am left with my own struggle and my own Addictions to Maya to deal with... but all of you Sangat, all my Cyber Sangat, all the physical sangat all of you have helped me so much, and really Empowered me... that when I look back at the time when I was just looking around and dreaming to fulfill my longing... I was so hopeless....
Words cannot describe what this Camp did for me, I feel more connected, more empowered and I actually feel like I am now gonna get somewhere with my Sikhi... I've started to do my Prescribed Nitnem Banis and even extra ones, on a daily basis, and every time I am just chilling in front of the TV and killing time, I feel Hungry and unsatisfied inside, and "Khasam Veesareh ta Kamjaat" (Those who forget their Husband Lord are undignified and Lowly), and just Lines from Savayey and other Banis about Khasam Veesareh (forgetting the Husband Lord) come popping up in my head and stomp hard on my head and heart, and I am just forced to go to my room and meditate in silence, about this fear I have of Forgetting the One that I should endlessly love.....

I wanna talk about all the things we talked about in the Camp, so reading my blog can be a better experience, just because I think we learnt Life changing things there, and I will make sure I can share everything I can remember, so that my blogging can be useful and meaningful.... and I'll do that over the course of this Fall, because I'm getting busier with School and I might not be able to blog regularly....   =(

but for now, I wanna  talk a bit about what's up with me... well, because some parts of it are exciting!

So, I am starting that Hospital Volunteering that I was talking about some months ago, with you guys! Its Exciting!!!
And, Today was the first day of Fall 2010 semester, and It was busy, a lot of things are gonna happen ahead, I am just so excited and scared at the same time!  Last week, after I was back from the Camp, I had to Lead this one Volunteer position (called the Orientation Leader) that I do in my University, where I try and help new Students through the beginning of their Post-Secondary Life, and show them around and run a Mentor-ship commitment with them for 1 semester, so, the first 2 days of the Orientation were a blast...
the Second day I was leading the entire group of 400 people through a huge scale Icebreaker, where people just get comfortable with others and their surroundings, and it went really well. In Fact I was thinking to myself that I was pretty good at defeating my fear of Public Speaking all together there, and I want to professionally also Lead huge Events and things like that, and so I felt that I was quite Successful...But the thing is, Every time I feel that Success is coming along, I come down on my knees (Child's pose) and just meditate on how I did and How I wanna be Ideally do in life, everything for me is a Stage Show, that I wanna lead.... and while I meditate, all my Mind can cook up is Thanking God.... I am greatful for this blessing of being able to recogonize that I am full of Faults and yet my Husband Lord and My Father Guru Ji, Love me endlessly =)

Oh and Other things about today LOL... So, I just found out that I made a huge mistake on my documentation for my Student loan this time =( I dunno what I'm gonna get into, but Hopefully Guru jee will make things better....
 AND,,, this one is exciting: So, Today in my Chemistry Lecture, we were asked to consider a Notes-taking position, opened by Centre for Disability Services (CDS) of our University, and as soon as I found out about this position, I ran to the  CDS to apply (there was another Lady who applied and I thought that she should be better than me, I could just sense it, but its not about competition for me, Its more like I Genuinely wanna help someone, and so it feels like a good Opportunity). After, I came back home and took a long Power nap,,,,, and now that I opened my e-mail, I found out that I've been offered this position, YAY!!! I am so happy, I truly wanted to be able to work/ volunteer for CDS, even though I am really only a 2nd year student yet...I know that this is not a big deal, but I feel like when you can help, it is a good Deal even if it is very small or insignificant in the eyes of the world...
Ok, lets see, whet else,,,,, Oh I am scared of My organic Chemistry class already, b/c I don't remember too much basic Organic Chemistry, need to work hard.... and Genetics as well.... both my Health Science courses Excite me! We'll see how they turn out!
Wanna know something, I got to school early today, and me and a friend did some outdoors Yoga on the hill! It was cool! Hopefully She'd wanna join me for it every Wednesday and Friday for Yoga!

So, Thank You for Reading!
Love and Light!
Guru Fateh!!!!!